just turn off.

wow it has been a really long time. since i have written! crazy! lets just say i haven't really been feeling it! Right now i am just going to complain! i just want to turn off my brain. i have a thousand things going on in my brain and i am just sick of it. Sometimes i wish i could just go to sleep and wake up and have none of my problems going on in my head. IT would really make life so much easier.... but life isn't supposed to be easy right? anyways thats about it for tonight. maybe i will write a real blog post tomorrow about what has been going on in my life! besides that.....

peace 

out 

Life of a !9 year old girl...

So pretty much everyone i know is either getting engaged or going on a mission.
everytime i get on facebook i swear there is a new engagement! which is awesome props for you girls that found the love of your life.... ha its just crazy to me. then the other half are girls announcing where they are going on there missions. ha lets just put it this way... look at the picture below.

Haha pretty much describes what me and hailey think about it. Honestly props for all you girls doing what you are doing.... ha me and hailey are partying it up at the riv.. ha oh the good old riv. 

Want to know something about the riv? every step you take, the floors squeak, so its impossible to not to wake up anyone. Then we have this ugly puke green carpet it. but I'm living with it because there are some great things about the riv. I love having a hot tub, honestly love it. 2. are bedroom is huge 3 closets, really three closets. yes 2 girls need 3 closets. 4. We have awesome couches. 5. we don't have a key to the apartment so i never have to worry about loosing that which is amazing. 

Besides that i get to to talk this guy  tomorrow!

 Its crazy! Everytime i think about i just like melt.. ha it brings back all these memories from us. 

Its crazy that we are already to mothers day. i mean i remember when it was christmas and was just thinking now i have to wait till mothers day. Then mothers day is tomorrow?? what? It feels like he has been gone for ever. I am so nervous to talk to him... my stomach just drops. I think i might just be pacing the whole time... waiting for the phone to ring. just keep waiting. 

well its late and i should sleep. 

Can't wait for tomorrow 

;) 

love 

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H.e.L.l.o I.t.s B.e.E.N l.O.n.G

Wow. it has felt like forever since i have blogged. crazy how fast time goes by when your busy!
The last 2 weeks have been really busy! Just working everyday! But on monday i moved out! its weird to think that i have even got to this point in my life. I mean sometimes i feel like i just woke up for school in the morning. its crazy how fast it goes. Besides that lets meet my roommate! Hailey this chick is the best! ha we Went to high school together but we never hung out once in high school. which really doesn't make any sense because we seriously have so much in common its nuts. ha but i guess god does have it all planned out. this is hailey right below.

Sometimes we have a little bit to much fun with my mac... 

here is some more pictures. 

She is seriously the best roomate in the world! 

ha my other roomies well they are chill... very follow every single b.y.u rules. 

We will see how long i will last with living under b.y.u housing haha 

I haven't been to the ward yet, so we will see how that goes! 

Besides that my best friend has been out 6 months?? 6 months?? really? where has the time gone! 

I look back and remember the day he got his call like it was yesterday? and i remember the day he left like  the back of my hand. ha now that is a story i should tell. So sweet and so sad.. but so worth it! 

This is How Elder draper is doing lately! 

Thats him with a cow leg.. 

no he didn't eat it. ha gross.

Thats him and some of the missionaries! 

He just got transferred to this new city! one of the richest city's there! 

Hopefully he will get to meet some new people! he has a Latino companion so that will be awesome for his spanish! 

But it gets better, 9 days 9 days!!! till i either get to skype or talk to him on the phone! 

Is that really like happening?? its crazy! the last time i talked to him on the phone i was like crying my eyes out! ha i am so excited. i can't even hold it in! I'm so nervous at the same time... everytime i think about it i get the biggest butterflys in my stomach. But i know it will be awesome. even if we only get like 10 mins! that will be better than nothing! 

So the countdown begins 9 days! 

i think i am going to explode! 

Well thats about all that his been going on. 

Elder draper i love you. 

Stalkers thanks for stalking.

Love

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B.Y.U. ZoObIeS

 Have you ever met a byu zoobie??? well thats what tiffany, dallas and i call them! 

So tonight my friend Hayden he is a dj, he was doing is thing for a charity dance, it was free so Dallas, hailey and me went and hit it up! i walked in and felt like i was at e.f.y all over again. 

1. there were people dressed up i mean girls in church skirts and some guys in fancy white shirts and ties. 

2. There was water for the drinks. 

3. They had, treats ( like candy and cookies) 

4. There was a total of 5 people there when we got there. 

6. When people actually came, nobody really danced. Just pretty much did the hitch dance. ( if you have seen hitch you would know what i am talking about. ) IF you haven't seen hitch thats just sad.) 

7. I'm pretty positive they played a slow song.

8. Hayden the dj wasn't aloud to play any music that swore. 

9. there were more girls than boys. 

10. last but not least all of the boys looked like tall skinny 13 year olds i swear. ( it was like i was hanging out with my little brother.) 

So dallas, hailey, and me couldn't handle it we decided to hit up the thrift shop party at an actual thrift shop. That place is actually really cool! We danced the night away and met some crazy kids. 

And of course we end the night with taco bell. 

Adios. 

p.s. tiff you missed a fun night. :) 

PeAcE OuT

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GiRl ScOuT

just my thoughts :)

Sometimes i just miss you more than ever.

I miss hanging out all day long, then when i would get home we would talk on the phone for hours.

i miss the way you held my hand.

or  told me i looked pretty when i was wearing sweats and hadn't washed my hair days.

I miss it when you would sing country songs to me. 

i miss when you would tickle me to death that i would almost pee my pants. ( sometimes i would.) 

Or the time you farted in front of me and you turned bright red, and i just kept laughing! 

The way you kissed my forehead.

Or how every time we said goodbye i would blow you a kiss and you would catch it. 

Or how i talked all the time and you would just listen.

or when we would start a movie and within 5 mins we would both be asleep. 

but then again sometimes i feel closer than ever to you. 

even though you are 7,000 miles away. 

Its crazy how the lord works in that way. 

i just miss my best friend. 

the church is true. 

missionary's are amazing.

Pray for them. 

the 

end. 

Love 

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Just One of those quote days....

Love

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SuNdAy FuNdAy

Hello blogging world! its been a while....
Okay maybe like a week, but still this past week has felt like 2 months!
Really i worked so much at both of my jobs, but it good to be busy it makes time go by faster.
Also it makes me appreciate sundays so much more. IT totally is my day of rest for sure!
It really is my favorite day of the week!
 i get to sleep in, get to go to church, get to do laundry which i hate but, oh well.
 I get to eat food and wear sweats all day and not do my hair. which is my favorite thing to do. So sundays are seriously the best! Also i get to email nicky poo every sunday night! Its crazy how much changes over a span of 5 months! So many things happen! Even just in a month! Like for instance.
Guess who is finally being a grown up and moving out of the house! YUP this girl is! WHOO! I am moving into the riv! in PROVO! for the summer, hopefully it will be good! I thought to myself with my 2 best girlfriends both planning on going on missions i am going to need some new friends. maybe some that don't all leave on missions. It will be a good change for me! to get out and see what its like to live the " college life!" Its also dirt cheap so i don't mind at all! I don't  really like to spend a lot of money on things when i know i can get it for cheap. ( thank you dad for that. )
 It will also help me learn how to live with 5 other girls! What I'm i going to do... ha i already have a hard time getting a long with girls. Probably because i tell everyone how it is and well if you are a girl you know how girls are.
So this will for sure be a good change.
Change is hard, but its good!
anyways i'm going to bed so tired,
peace out girl scout.

Love

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Conquers

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distances