What We All Want

Its true all we really want is love.
but just not any kind of love.
as much as we hate to admit it, we want the gushy cheesy bring me flowers,
tell me i am beautiful, and call me names like honey love.
We all want it.
As much as we say we don't we do.
Its even harder when you have had it, then its gone.
Because you think you will be fine, which usually you are.
But then there is just that one night where you realize how much you miss it.
You try to tell yourself that it is going to be okay and that you will figure things out.
But you really just don't know.
Then there is times where you really like someone,  and you just wish that they liked you as much.
You want them to want you as much, you hope that it will grow over time.
So you spend more time with them and just fall even harder.
Why can't it just be easy.
I miss everything about "us" and how everything was, but i just know its never going to be the same.
Which is really kind of sad, because most people said we were so great.
Its crazy to see how much people can change over time, what it can do to a relationship.
what distances can do to a relationship.
i just miss the idea of being in love.
i just want someone to want to call me when they get excited about something new.
i want someone to bring me flowers randomly.
i want them to know my favorite candy and bring it to me just because they know its my favorite candy.
I want them to kiss my forehead.
i want them to give me that look in the eyes.
i want to catch them looking at me in the corner of my eyes.
i want them to say " this is my girlfriend"
i want them to get jealous if i hang out with other people, because they want to be hanging out with me.
i want them to call me, babe, honey, sweetheart.
i want them to care about me just as much as i care about them.
i want them to be all in.
most of all i want them to want me.