3 months and 5 days!

 Days like today, make me miss this guy more than ever. 

For just a couple reasons. 

(First thing is first, whoever reads this if you don't know who this is, well this is elder Draper! 

He is serving in the Uruguay Monte Video West mission, before he left on his mission we dated for a year and half? that is so crazy to even think, but i love him to death! And now he is serving the lord and being such an Amazing Missionary! ) 

anyways back to what i was saying.....

1. With everyone that has missionaries leaving, it just reminds me of the day he left ( and how it was probably the hardest thing i have ever done.) man i sure do feel for those girls and wish the best for them! 

2. I got a new job! which is so Accawesome! < ( pitch perfect) But getting something this exciting is never really as exciting as it was if he was here so i could tell him. It was just so different with him! Don't get me wrong I'm super excited for my new job! 

3. Sometimes i just wish i could call him on the phone, i just miss having that best guy friend! i got my girls they will always have my back, but its just different. not the same. 

4. I just miss having a boyfriend period. It was always so nice to know that when you were having the worst day ever or you just feel like crap, you could go to him in sweats and your hair stinks and you don't have make up on, and he says things like ( why are you so darn cute today babe?) Then for some reason that little thing always made you feel so much better. 

5. Holidays are harder too. I mean Who really Likes Valentines day anyways?? haha 

At the end of the night i think about him and i just have to tell myself that you know what it really will be all worth it in the end. I know he is out there doing what he is supposed to be doing! I know he loves it too! I mean look at that picture ^^^^ up there??? He is having the time of his life! I love going through this crazy journey together, that really nobody else will understand. Its kind of like our own little thing. Its Pretty crazy when i think that he has been gone for 3 months and 5 days! It actually went by fast! 

but, days like today makes me miss telling him my secrets. 

If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together....

There is something you must always remember, 

you are braver than you believe, 

stronger than you seem,

and smarter than you think,

but the most important thing is,

No matter how far apart we are,

we will always be together.

- Christopher Robin 

Love 

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Conquers

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Distance